Sometimes I mistype and type motherof9. My last little one that didn't make it doesn't want to be forgotten.
I was still in very early pregnancy when I lost him/her (a painful term that insuates that Mom messed up somehow).
My marriage was in trouble - had been for many years, decades even, but I was beginning to really understand that it wasn't just a phase or a difficult period that we were going to work through, that there really was not much hope, so Baby didn't get a second chance. Here. Hopefully went to a good family with an intact marriage.
Oh, Baby, moms don't forget, even if they want to. Even if they do already have 8 children.
I hope you are in a good place.